the world is changing around me the person i thought i could share everything with has changed everything that seemed real is tumbling around me and i cant do anything about it i wish i didnt move because all my friends are changing all i want to do is cry but i cant seem to even do that people here say i have no heart that im unable to love its only half true i can love but the people i did know stole all i had and ran now i dont think i can truly be friends with anyone i act through the emotions but if anybody knew me they would see behind the mask idk anymore i dnt mean to sound all emo and depressed but this site is the only way to tell sombody how i feel without anybody truly caring enuf to feel overly bad for me or lose any sleep because of me i have a pychiatrist but i dnt tlk to her at all i hate sharing anything about me but i just needed to speak my peace i suppose